Nineteenth Sunday in Ordinary Time
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Today's Readings
1 Kgs 19:9a, 11-13a; Ps 85:9-14; Rom 9:1-5; Mt 14:22-33
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Elijah won the great victory at Carmel and then collapsed. He ran into the desert, asked God to let him die, and fell asleep under a broom tree. God woke him, fed him, and told him to get up - the journey was too long for him. He walked forty days to Horeb. And at Horeb, in the cave, the real encounter came.
Not in the wind that split rocks. Not in the earthquake. Not in the fire. After the fire: a voice of thin silence. Elijah heard it and covered his face and went to stand at the entrance.
You probably know something about the pattern where the spectacular thing preceded the real encounter. The moment of clear calling that was followed by years of ordinary living. The answered prayer that gave way to a long stretch of nothing dramatic. The conversion that settled into something quieter and harder than the conversion itself. God was not in the wind. He was in the small voice that came after.
Paul writes that he has great sorrow and constant anguish for his own people - those who carry the adoption, the glory, the covenants, the promises, the patriarchs. He would wish himself cut off from Christ if it would help them. That is grief, not theology - the grief of someone who loves people from whom he is now separated by the very thing he loves most. A long life includes these griefs: the ones who have not come with you, or who have gone ahead, or who cannot yet hear the small voice.
The disciples in the boat - after the sinking and the catching and the wind dying down - say: truly, you are the Son of God. The confession comes in the boat, not on the mountain. After the whole arc.
Prayer of the Faithful
- For those who are in the post-spectacular quiet now - who won some Carmel and then collapsed, who are somewhere between the victory and the small voice - that they would not mistake the quiet for absence, we pray to the Lord.
- For those we carry in constant anguish, the way Paul carried his people - those we love who seem far from the voice - that the distance would not be final, we pray to the Lord.
- As we prepare for the Assumption this week, for Mary's company on the journey to Horeb and in the cave and at the entrance when the small voice comes, we pray to the Lord.
Something to Do
Think back across the years to a moment when God was not in the wind or the earthquake - when the encounter came not in the dramatic thing but in the thin silence after. Name it. Stay with it for a moment. That is what the disciples called truly the Son of God - not from the mountain, from the boat.
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